Being Adulthood

Hey, First before you read this, let your ears hear this song and continue read my post ! This earlier morning I was very exited to recheck and update my resume. And I was told my dad to bring back the laptop. Evening, something terrible story was absolutely little bit change my mood. It about one thing. And I'm really regrets what I was done. Sometimes I think, the truth was a pain thing in the world. Everybody know , everything in this world totally insane and 90% was a lied !!! To my dearest Shauqi, I'm really apologize to what I've done before. Totally I have no idea how I could do that to you for past previous years. And to my future, If kifarah coming to me to payback my attitude, I MUST ACCEPT IT EVEN IT WOULD BE THE WORST THING IN MY LIFE !!! EVER ! I guess this confession a little bit healing my feels. Bye guys. Love, elidaizwin, xoxo

Hey there !! Wow I've forgot to update my blog lately ! This week was totally fastest ever ! LOL Minggu ni isnin hingga khamis je kerja since cuti awal muharam, first time cuti 3 hari. (biasanya 1 hari je) So what I'm gonna talk about huh ?? Rasanya nak cakap pasal kerja kot. Hmm. I think next month I'm gonna send my resign notice. I'm not sure is it true or not. Sebab still confuse. Susahnya BEING ADULT ! Semuanya melibatkan keputusan. Salah keputusan, salah langkah, payah nak ubah balik ! Serious ! Bila dah meningkat dewasa ni, tak boleh main main dah dalam hidup. If not , you will waste your life. Sedar tak sedar , dah meningkat 30 tahun. I hope I will not be like that. Serious. So, masih dalam dilema, adakah patut aku sent resign without dapat mana mana offer, or aku kene tunggu offer and then baru sent notice ? Harap dapat petunjuk sebelum berkahirnya bulan September ni. Hope so. Okaylah, pape pun goodluck to myself. LOVE YA ! elidaizwin xoxo

Hi ! This weekend was a hectic i guess !! Woah but i still enjoy it !  Being adult and getting older was not easy at all. Seriously. Langsung tak cukup masa. The whole time, dihabiskan dengan kerja. Kelakar rasa, dalam masa seminggu , 5 hari dihabiskan masa untuk bekerja. Sedangkan, kita hanya fikir untuk spent time dengan diri sendiri or anything else. Masa yang sedikit itu yang kita duk sibuk nak hargai. Tapi almost 12 hours or 8 hours tu just melayang macam tu je hari demi hari dan kita just tak hiraukan mana pun pasal kerja. I might think, only people who get their interest/hobby will love their job and maybe become a workaholic person ! But now I'm realize, and I've been thinking, Allah S.W.T bagi kita 24 jam dalam 1 hari. Tapi actually waktu yang betul betul untuk kita rasanya, hampir tiada. Sebab masa itu emas, dan kita didunia ini hanya meminjam. 24 hours - 12 hours (work)  = 12 hours 12 hours - 8 hours (rest/sleep) = 4 hours 4 hours for solat, jammed, makan, m...

Hi, posting kedua untuk harini . Getting exited untuk explore balik Hobby lama. Which is , make my own journal about my life journey . I don't care ada orang nak baca ke tak, asalkan aku try. So, here I will list down my whole Hobbies masa kecil until currently. I tried to check back why I left the hobbies and why i did't continue it. Bunyi macam sama kan? LOL. So malas nak membebel lagi , So check it out !! HOBBIES/REASONS Diary (stop since diploma sebab tak cukup masa)   Blogging (Stop since masuk asrama form 4 sebab NO INTERNET !)  Dancing (Stop due Laptop rosak masa Semester 3 dan tiada kawan nak joined dan tiada tempat untuk berlatih) Singing (STAY STILL EVEN WASTING MY MONEY ! LOL) Surfing internet for some new knowledge (It is called a hobby xD) Melukis (takde semangat yang kental nak teruskan, mybe terlalu leceh) Mewarna (bila ada mood baru rasa nak mewarna so i thinks that is not my true hobby) Traveling around Malaysia (kadang-kadang je tu pun pergi kat...

Okay hi ! Since ni adalah post pertama untuk blog yang ketiga aku ni kan, aku just nak build up balik hobby dan interest dalam life aku , those siapa yang yang follow blog aku since aku sekolah menengah rendah lagi , maybe korang boleh tahu kot.  The major point : SEARCHING MYSELF DEEPLY. I THINK , IM LOOSING MY OWN SELF.  Aku kene cari balik siapa diri aku balik.  PS: Thanks alot to my old self because since kiddo i love to write my own journal / diary and upgrade to blog. Love you guys. xoxo  elidaizwin